my favourite things

beautiful meaningful words
mama's poems and thoughts
warm tasty spaggethy or lasagna
Mcdonalds breakfast
hot sweet coffee (lemak berkrimm..)
sweet food given as gift such as chocolate, cookies, cakes
blue skies
white clouds
colourful skies especially during sunsets
sunset
white and gold (colour) combination
morning dew
early morning before the sun is up
bright glittering stars
the beach
a big hug from hubby (without me asking for it)
hubby's smiles
hubby's comical act
conversation with Irina
abah's cooking
sitting at the shah alam's buaian
shah alam's home when everyone is around
kanak-kanak nakal yang bijak
love and lot's of it

puisi cinta yang lain

dia yang membawa cahaya dalam genggaman
telah datang kepadaku
dan mensyairkan puisi cinta

dia yang cuba membina istana
dari duri-duri
membawa dirinya
yang luka dan duka

siapa yang mengerti kasih itu
pabila hati tekad memilih
untuk menyayangi sepenuhnya
menerima seadanya

siapa yang memiliki jiwa itu
takkan dapat memeluknya kemas
kerana ia terlalu besar dan luas

dia dan puisi cintanya
yang dia syairkan padaku
jadi cahaya dalam hatiku..

--kunci192--

of God

God loves us. As for us, we might or might not love God. But one thing for sure is that we do need God. For each of us a different reason or reasons of needing Him.

What I think of God;

God can't get hungry,

God can't feel or be incomplete,

God likes to show off; just look at the beautiful sky or any terrible catastrophes like earthquake, tsunami etc.. who can be more loud and more boisterous than God?

God is a superbly smart story writer, surprises you always

God likes to play hide and seek; sometimes He wants you to find Him, most of the times He founds you

--kotadamansara--

rindu/ My Husband

My writing on this particular subject might sound immature to some people, especially those who have went through many years of marriage.

I have only been married for four months, not long. My opinion on stuffs might change with time. Nevertheless, what matters most is what we have now, so what I'm having now is what I'm writing about.

I don't know when I fall in love with him, at which particular time or on what particular occasion. I barely remember our dating days which were less than a month or two. It seems like I have always love him.. (this para sounds like one script from a hindi movie.. dil to pagal hei?)

I do know WHY I love him, I can list down many reasons to that, although I prefer to love him for no reason at all.

He has his way of loving someone. Everyone does. But his way is the one I need to get used to. He makes me laugh in the morning, especially those mornings when I wake up with determination to be moody.

He's easy to talk to, cheerful, cool, and very talented at cleaning the bathroom.

He seldom get angry, but when he does, he is like a rock that is hard to be moved.

There's an opinion that say your jodoh is actually a reflected version of yourself. He or she supposed to have opposite attributes of you but shares the same core element or holds same values as you do. At this point of time, I'm grateful that "my reflected self" is someone I can be proud of.

I do not know what the future holds, but like he said, "we do our best and pray for the best," and that's the kind of person, to conclude it all, my husband is..

--April25'2010--

overflowed

my love has overflowed
a draught in your heart
i should put a stop to this
i should make it cease
eventhough half of me must be drowned first
to give you air to breath

--hotel96batuberendammelaka-

dunia kereta dan konkrit

di mana-mana pun kulihat
kereta dan konkrit
kereta, kereta dan kereta lagi
simen sana, tar sini.. konkrit, konkrit
kepala pening jadi lebih sakit
mata rabun jadi lagi pudar
semua yang kurenung
besi dan kelabu
keras dan membatu
bayu segar yang aku nantikan
datang dengan dedebu
apakah ini dunia yang kita mimpikan?
bergerak laju tapi fikiran sebu..